i kinda like those old school regular draws.

so i said i would never come back.

2004-06-20T18:09:51Z

but fuck it.
golden opportunity around a pc.
and you know what i have to say to the latest entries i read that have my name in them.
ha bitch, now what!
i dont care what you or your fellow compulsive liar bren have to say about me. i think its great that ive made such tragedy in both your lives because both you crazy bitches deserve it.
good luck with that 'new circle of friends' jenni, haa whats gonna happen when they realize youre completly insane? try not to get to everyone in jacksonville before you die, you might run out of victims.
go fucking eat your bloody fetus bitch, you know youre hungry!

peace.

xdreamingx @ 2004-04-24T11:13:00

2004-04-24T15:21:15Z

hmm. in recent events shows my life is changing.
and i just dont have time to keep up with this.
katie i love you and i miss you, ill see you soon.
and to everyone else im sure you have my number or ill see you around.
this is my last entry guys.
to you-you gave me OUR movie. i love you, but youre so distant, call me soon.
<3

xdreamingx @ 2004-04-18T15:20:00

2004-04-18T19:21:10Z

so im over it.

xdreamingx @ 2003-09-08T22:24:00

2003-09-09T02:33:40Z

i wish i was black.

man im bored someone come hang out with me.

i also need somemore livejournal friends.

and jess if you had a livejournal meet up, ill HELP you arrange it.

<3

xdreamingx @ 2003-08-11T14:45:00

2003-08-11T18:55:08Z

alright.
everything is now going to be friends only, even though latley i have only written friends only.
thats what its going to be from now on.
the people i have added im keeping.
if anyone wants to be added just leave me a comment, and ill think about it, its a no doubt if i already i know you, but if i dont, dont even bother.

p.s. i have this livejournal code and i want to do something cool with it, like a start an awesome community. i need some ideas.

xdreamingx @ 2003-08-10T07:14:00

2003-08-10T11:23:25Z

wow, i love those kids.
so unexpected. so fun.
i couldnt sleep before work did some grocery shopping at superwalmart, spent 50 dollars. laaame.
today im going to work in about 15 minutes, then calling james around 4 to see whats up with the tat business..
holy shit im so exhausted, i took 2 energy pills, i hope it works.
im missing some people, so much.
i even miss certain people when they sit right next to me.. buts thats because i get pathetic.
and people fill out that quiz i had on one of my last entries!
its so cool to see what people know about me..

xdreamingx @ 2003-08-01T16:14:00

2003-08-01T20:21:57Z

i wore alot of green today.
i did this either because

1.im jealous [green with envy]
2.i need pot.
3.as my manager and hez said, im a fucking leprechaun?

-loser

cigarette smoke and lipstick stains.

2003-07-31T06:05:57Z

maan, i havent been feeling well lately.
i dont know why, like when im high i feel fine, ofcourse, but when im not, i feel all sick and shit..
the pot numbs me or something.
i need to goto the doctor.

so like i was really excited about the gin blossoms comeing, like really exited (90's alternative!!!:), but jessica is talking about having a huge party at a banquet hall, with like over 100dollars in liquer, and a few kegs, with a whole shitload of people. AND theyre talking about getting an oz of crypy..
the same night..
i think ill goto the party ++ GNF is going to play (hopefully).. i hope my friends come out to that.. that would be tiiiight.

atten:
sometime this week ill be getting that alk3 dvd, and erin and mark are comeing over to watch it.
if anyone else wants to come over and watch it let me know. preferably having a ride.
but i mean come on, how cool is that video going to be?!
i close the rest of the week or get off at nine, so it wont be till later either.

<3

xdreamingx @ 2003-07-28T01:31:00

2003-07-28T05:37:58Z

i love this band so much
this is a great story.

Enter Alkaline Trio, circa 1997. Right out of the gate, the kids realized that while this may still be loosely categorized as "pop-punk," it’s a full step beyond. There’s a dark side to this band, a world-weariness, and some honest-to-whoever honesty all balled up into a completely kinetic force. Even the jaded fucks can’t help but sing along to those two different-but-perfectly-complementary voices, singer/guitarist Matt Skiba’s triumphant rasp and singer/bassist Dan Andriano’s more measured, sweet croon as they combine to completely wreck audiences with bittersweet songs about love and loss, drugs and drink,God and Satan, happiness and pain. All of this comes from three young guys, about as many chords, and a healthy supply of beer, cigarettes, and heartbreak.
read more here!!

one of my friends always consumes my mind.

2003-07-27T08:21:29Z

Journal entries: 429
Comments: Posted: 1,088 - Received: 1,267

good god! thats a ton.

i worked all day today. im not joking, i worked 10-6 then came back at 7 worked till close[1030].
im exhausted, but i cant sleep, and i have to be into work tommorow at 10!
i think i might go home early by choice, that would be amazing.
today is one of those day i want to put behind me, kinda forget about.
waay way to much weird things went on today. like with my manager at work, he really hurt my feelings, and everything sort of got out of hand, a misunderstanding really, everythings fine now..
THEN! im driving to go get ian from the band room, and some fucking guy, bleeding, just like jumped in front of my car.
i freaked out and i started crying because i like drove off, i almost hit the guy, but i swirved out of his way into the other lane.
very weird.
i went to jennis tnite, marc and charli were there also, geez they are a hot pair. jenni be lucky .
anyhow, it was very awkward.. i think they knew i thought it was seeing as that i said it like 10 times. but it was, and i didnt like it.
im not going to goto sleep, i think i just may roll a joint.

fake this french

2003-07-26T03:18:21Z

i wish i could just hate people sometimes.
just get over them in a second and not care.
never works.
i dont know what kind of drugs i was on, because i thought i was going to be lucky, and something was going to go my way.
i live in a dream world.

anyhow, back to reality.
last night i had fun with everyone i saw in georgia.
smoked alot, drank alot, got pretty fucked up.
it was fun.
went to amys this afternoon, after a smoke with gary, richie and chad, which was nice. no pot for me till next friday, reason being: save money. anyhow, amy, taylor, and i went to lunch at applebees. it was nice to have girltalk.
i cut amys hair, im telling you it looks fucking fabulous. shes posting pictures soon im sure.
i came home tnite around 8.
i felt very down. like i have so much talent in things i do, and i live this mediocre life, struggling at some points. and besides my few friends that i care about and my family, i have no one to really share the things i can accomplish with.
i wish i could have just stayed up there with amy.
i just felt very out of place with my roomates and our friends tnite, i didnt say much of anything.
i also think it had something to with the fact that i have alot on my mind. alot to handle.
i hate that point in your life where you come to dead end, and you either can turn around and start over or you can just sit there staring at your interior lights with the music blasting and just not care.

xdreamingx @ 2003-07-24T00:53:00

2003-07-24T04:58:53Z

does my new icon make you wet, or what?

good christ i love these guys.

xdreamingx @ 2003-07-23T23:32:00

2003-07-24T03:50:51Z

christins and free facials this morning.
it was very nice, especially the little orderves she served, very cute.
work tnite was alot of fun.
alex- the same goes out to you about my favorite coworker, i look forward to hanging out with you at work.
i smoked with larry, and he bought a joint off of me for 3 dollars, and it was a fucking pinnar, i kinda felt bad.
talked to adam some afterwork, he tried convincing me of his extreme sex abilities with his last girlfriend, i laughed it off, i couldnt picture that boy being good in bed.
anyhow, tommorow im going to my parents, my brother wont be there that kind of sucks. but oh well. i think ill see if they want to go out for lunch or something.
stephens birthday was today and ian and i called and sang to him. he offered me something i could not resist.woo.

CKyJackass2006: you should cut down on the drugs..

i think that my brother thinks i do heroine or something.
haha what a funny kid.
gnite.
<3
amy, tommorow!!!

im sure i fucked up somehow

2003-07-23T06:35:49Z

the past couple of days have been great.
i came home yesterday, and jason was here, and saved me a personal bowl of crippy.
he felt bad about not putting me on the guestlist saturday.
i was like "wow." what a wonderful kid.
smoking your pot with me, means alot, and i dont care if anyone thinks thats stupid, it does.

im also a happy girl because:
1.i purchased the dan andriano split cd off here
2.erinA and teresa came in today.
3.i bought pot today.
4.listening to aar, not caring if anyone thinks im stupid for it.
and 5.im high of course.

on the way home tnite i thought about georgia, so i think thursday evening ill come up.
i gotta see amy and stacie.
and i want to visit chad, because man that kid rocks.
and anyone else that wants a visit too.

also im happy becuase i found out since i moved, my brother bryan is actually cool, outside of living with him. and i dont care if he doesnt smoke anymore, we will have smokefest one day at my house.

there is so much weird shit on my mind though.
like when people arent talking and they are just staring like i wonder what they think about.
likei wonder if they are thinking about me. like wow, she talks to much, or wow, shes really smart.
i think its because i analyze everyone and their body movements. especially their eyes, they tell stories about people. not their clothes or their hair. like i really stare at people, i wonder if they think im having sexual thoughts about them or something, becuase i get into it.
sometimes, i want to give up everything and become some beatnik, and write books.
not books about a story.
but books about what people think about, no story line. nothing like that, but random thoughts that only some people that think like me will understand.
one of those books that is suitable to read under a un-designated mind. becuase obviously i want it to make sense and seeing that i could only write when im under the influence it would work.
i have no idea what i want to do, but i have a lot of dreams.

anyhow i also had a great convo with erinA, if you care,
the samsonater: dude do you and guy do itYoushoulddiesoon: why?
the samsonater: haha just because
Youshoulddiesoon: why?
the samsonater: beuase im writing a book about your life?
Youshoulddiesoon: really..what's it called.
the samsonater: the chronicals of erins vagina.
Youshoulddiesoon: sweet...can i be on the vagina monologues?
the samsonater: of course.
Youshoulddiesoon: awesome.
the samsonater: so do you guys fuck or not?
the samsonater: excuse me
the samsonater: 'make love?'
Youshoulddiesoon: yes. we have sex. christ.
Youshoulddiesoon: is that all you wanted to know..you freak.
the samsonater: haha. well is it good?
the samsonater: does he rub your vag the right way?
Youshoulddiesoon: holy lord.
the samsonater: because if he doesnt him and i might need to talk.
Youshoulddiesoon: retard.
the samsonater: dont make fun of me
the samsonater: i cant help it
Youshoulddiesoon: it's easy.
the samsonater: i shit my pants in class
the samsonater: I MEAN
the samsonater: no

kristen: if you were talking about me and want to tommorow, call me whenever you plan on going, i sleep late hours, so if you call ill get up.:)

matt collins: i saw snip the other night and he was talking about you guys comeing over one day next week, and well we got sidetracked and i never gave him my number.. so IM me and ill give you that shit, if youre down with coming over here.

an ode to livejournal :

2003-07-21T19:58:58Z

so i guess andrew is like this new god because he says that livejournal is childish.
and now it seems that everyone is agreeing with him on their recent posts.
honesly, everyone knows livejournal is chilish, everyone knows its used for gossip and information. i mean seriously, it is in out human nature to want to know what our worst enemy is doing every day. someone that you claim to hate, you still care about their lives in some way.
it ridiculous.
but i mean come on, the name of the fucking site is LIVEjournal, not privatejournal, you know? i just dont see where everyone is comeing off now JUST realizing it, or have known, but like to bathe in the drama. i mean if you dont like it, dont diss the people that have fun with it, just fuck off.

this is nothing against andrew at all, im letting that be known, andrew is an awesome friend. i just thought i would throw in a little of my thoughts.

bathroom praying

2003-07-21T11:02:38Z

i saw everyone in the world today that either A.i havent seen in while or B.made me really happy to see them. im making a list.
1. mrs.guzzone
2. shawn decoursey
3. kia
4. carly
5. kristen<3(beauty queen)
6. adam<3(my fagatron)
7. fallon(even though she didnt say hi, and gave me a horrible look :/, its wierd how people hate me for no reason)
8. leigh arklie
9. snip
10. ricky kennedy
and there were some unexpected lj friends too.
against me! was amazing, they were better the first time i saw them though, but that could have been due to rnr pizza's sound sucking.

amy stacie erin donnie and i went out to eat after the show, saw mark. talked.
amy stacie and i came back to my house, and have been chilling and talking ever since.
sonny came over too.
we talked alot about past shit. it was weird.
we love sonny though.

im going to go take a shower and let the magic begin.;)

p.s. i dont know if you still read, but im glad that we can stay friends. <3

the main person on my mind at the moment, i cant even talk to..

2003-07-20T06:14:52Z

nothing.
nothing at all.
i just dont get why i have to do this shit all the time.
its the same reaction everytime.. same one.
i dont know what to say.
after i say so much, along with so much depth.
im going to lose everyone that means an ounce of anything to me.
i wish i had this huge heart, the would let me put shit behind me for the sake of a friendship, but im so afraid of being/feeling hurt or fucked over.
i never can, so then i just let go.
why is the escape route always the easiest one?
fuck me.

im with amy

2003-07-19T19:57:46Z

i dont want to work today.
yesterday sucked and today is probably going to too.

but tnite,GNF is playing, thats ian's band.
jackrabbits, they go on at 11.. if anyone wants to, come out and support them.

and next saturday they are playing freebird.
its going to be tight.
everyone who knows ian loves that kid, come and support his ass.

close my eyes

2003-07-19T07:46:39Z

tnite at work was fucking terrible.
justin, carly and kyle came in, i got in trouble.
tim, hooter and stacie came in, and i was bitch and got yelled at by my managers.
I LOVE YOU GUYS! AND IM SO SORRY I WAS BEING ALL STRESSED OUT AND RUDE!<333
you georgia kids are amazing, i was just really working hard tnite, and still got bitched out for everything.

came home, DEREK bernard was here with like two of his friends. jessica invited them over. they are pretty cool.
weve been sipping on crown and smoking the whole night.

ian told me this tnite and almost made me cry:
the convo started out how i am always being fucked over, and he knows because we have been close for a few years.
but he was like "seriously sammy i dont see how these guys fuck you over, they are missing out on an amazing person, and will regret it for the rest of their lives."
i was just like, "omg, thank you!"
how amazing is that shit?
anyhow,
i can wait till sunday when stacie and amy come down!AND against me!
its going to be tight.

if i could just feel whole.

2003-07-18T06:55:41Z

NAME - sammy
NICKNAME(S) - samanthatron, the samsonater, samurai
LOCATION - jax
SCHOOL - fccj soon::thumbs down::

FAVORITE

MOVIE(S) - stand by me, the breakfast club, sleepers, fight club, empire records
BAND(S) - alkaline trio and coldplay
FOOD - artichokes, and NOW bianca pizza
DRINK - dr.pepper
PLACE - my bed
STORE - salvation army, walmart, and old navy
COLOR - black and green
BOOK - at this point, lullabye
ACTOR - robert deniro
ACTRESS - angelina
MODEL - ---
DESIGNER - myself
WRITER - chuck palahnuik
PHOTOGRAPHER - myself
ARTIST - salvador dali
SHOES - mary janes and chucks with my jeans

CURRENT

BOYFRIEND(S) - do you wanna hear about all my bff's? because thats all i got bitch
OCCUPATION - the loop in the mall, bus/counter/cook
ADDICTION - nicotine and thc
CLOTHING - a brown and yellow print skirt, a yellow colored shirt and black zip up, with brown giraffe print flip flops
SMELL - smoke
TASTE - sprite
MUSIC - none
TOUCH - myself.
WEATHER - hot
CRUSH - even if i have one, i somehow will erase it.

FUTURE

GIRLFRIEND(S) - sometimes i just think it would be easier, to bad i have no sexual attraction to any.
HUSBAND/WIFE - richard S/ amy mooooore
NAME OF FIRST DAUGHTER - charli
NAME OF FIRST SON - igby:)
OCCUPATION - i want to be a photographer, sometimes, when im high i want to be a writer.
LOCATION - right on, new england states baby

DO YOU

SMOKE - yes, pot and cigarettes
DRINK - yep
LITTER - fuck that
TRASH TALK - yeah about like one or two people
LIE (UNUSUALLY A LOT) - not usually
STEAL - nope
GIVE - try to
LOVE - i wish i got as much back as i give
TRUST - try not to with everyone
HATE - nah.
CRY - another "try not to"
SEDUCE - sometimes, yes
REMEMBER - bad memory, but i remember the things that matter
CARE - yeah, way to fucking much
SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL - yep, either this blue bear i have or this monkey that hugs you.
PRAY - not at all
LAUGH - all the time
SLEEP - i love it more than anything but i never can
CUSS - like a fucking sailor
SING IN THE SHOWER - sometimes, real low though so my roomates wont hear
RANDOMLY MAKE-OUT - yeah i do, but i always have some sort of a attraction when i do, in some cases, feelings :(
PUT OUT - not really.. it doesnt sound right to put it that way
CHEAT - on a person- would never again.. on a test- in a fucking heartbeat
SPEAK MORE THAN ONE LANGUAGE -a tiny bit of french. haha.

xdreamingx @ 2003-07-18T02:14:00

2003-07-18T06:30:04Z

stayed in ga for the past two days.
it was a niiice small vacation.
i needed to get out of the appt, even though i love the people who live here and the appt for that matter, just a change of scenery and faces:).

hung out with amy, stacie and scott the first night.
we went to applebees.
then to stacies, movie night. woo.
we watched billy elliot, amazing.
and joes appartment, what a dumb movie, but its funny.
went and picked up chad today to smoke, then hung out with roger and chad and watched delirious, haha that shit is so awesome.
we never played pac-man.:(

i got to see the rest of the guys at band practice for a brief moment, then went back to stacies. richard came over <3, hotness.
when 12 rolled around i started saying my goodbyes, then over to amys to give her her shirt and jacket back, and she let me borrow all american rejects.
haha i danced the whole way home. that paper heart song is really catchy, what can i say?
im such a little emo fag.
like i was in a good mood the whole way home because i had a pretty fun day, but that was still on my mind. probably only one or two people know what im talking about.

i feel like i give up on people so fast, just so my insides will stay whole. its selfish, but at the same time, jesus, how many times have been screwed over?
that shit hurts.
i dont want to feel like it happened again.
man i love that kid.
im such an asshole.

xdreamingx @ 2003-07-16T01:09:00

2003-07-16T05:41:48Z

as if the day couldnt get an weirder, shawn decoursey came in my work today. didnt recognize, then freaked out "holy shit sammy, is that you?" hahaha, and of course after that question the next question was "have you seen or talked to kia or jeremy?" duuh.. no i havent talked to jeremy.. but i did see kia the other day and we were suppsed to hang out.. that didnt happen.
then im leaving, smoking a joint on the way home, and some fuck started chasing my car in the mall parking lot... wtf?

anyhow get home.alex donnie erin, and LITTLE JESS was here.. which was weird too, but cool.
alex ,which i can take in only small doses, left.
jason was here and showed us this video tape, of the band and shows and practices like 2 years ago, i wasnt in the video, but i remember that, like it was yesterday.. i just recently got to know ians band members on a personal level. and they are the greatest. i love ians band too.

today i went to jenni's and did a nummy for like the second time in my life, it tasted sick. but i told ian how im going to start buying coke just to do that(joking around). and he got pissed at me and told me was going to kick my ass if i did that.. i was upset at the time, but it just reminds me like how hes an older brother type best friend, and i love it.
but i think if i watched jenni do a line, and she asked me to too, i would.

i need to go hang out with ERINA a day this week.
and i think tommorow, i think im going to go see my georgia girls, and whoever of the ga boys that show up.
im bringing andrews 'the bled' or whoever shirt, and his evansence cd to his house.. or give it to him when i see him.. theres pizza dough on his shirt from me, becuas i wore it.. wooops.
but bad memories is my return back thought.

shrooms friday with jessica and ian??
hmm, gotta think about it.

dude this shit soo took me half an hour

2003-07-15T06:31:56Z

ok so im bored, of course after jessica and ian goto bed, and i start looking through old pictures.

how about those hot boys. mmm adam the little fagatron, i love him.

we took this a while ago, this is one of my roomates/best friend, ian.. this kid is the shit.

even though she posted the grossest picture of me ever today, but i deleted that shit :), i love her, damn shes hot stuff, erin fucking C bitch.

15 ladies and gentlemen, otherwise, i would make him be my boyfriend.. he so cuute. i looove me some richard.

oh la la, matticus in his hot dress.
little brother club member, oldschool shit, rep!

dude look at roger all tryin to be a model and shit.
hahaha, man gotta love that kid.

oh shit, look who it is, that was my first LJ icon, like over a year ago.. geez.

grossy my tats when i first got them done.. and NO THEY ARENT YELLOW the flash fucked up or something, and changed the redness to yellow.. man im glad i get a pedicure now.. grross x89749483759.

yes i did that on purpose.. saved the best for last.
jesus i love these two girls, they are probably two of my favorite people ever.

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ok so im bored, of course after jessica and ian goto bed, and i start looking through old pictures.

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<img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-7/263577/villagephoto1adgar.jpg">
how about those hot boys. mmm adam the little fagatron, i love him.

<img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-7/263577/villagephoto8samian.jpg">
we took this a while ago, this is one of my roomates/best friend, ian.. this kid is the shit.

<img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-7/263577/villagephoto2erinC.jpg">
even though she posted the grossest picture of me ever today, but i deleted that shit :), i love her, damn shes hot stuff, erin fucking C bitch.

<img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-7/263577/villagephoto4richard.jpg">
15 ladies and gentlemen, otherwise, i would make him be my boyfriend.. he so cuute. i looove me some richard.

<img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-7/263577/villagephoto6mattdress.jpg">
oh la la, matticus in his hot dress.
little brother club member, oldschool shit, rep!

<img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-7/263577/villagephoto7roger.jpg">
dude look at roger all tryin to be a model and shit.
hahaha, man gotta love that kid.

<img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-7/263577/villagephoto5sammyold.jpg">
oh shit, look who it is, that was my first LJ icon, like over a year ago.. geez.

<img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-7/263577/villagephoto3feet.jpg">
grossy my tats when i first got them done.. and <b/>NO THEY ARENT YELLOW</b> the flash fucked up or something, and changed the redness to yellow.. man im glad i get a pedicure now.. grross x89749483759.

<img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-7/263577/villagephoto9amyandstac.jpg">
yes i did that on purpose.. saved the best for last.
jesus i love these two girls, they are probably two of my favorite people ever.
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pot is my best friend.

2003-07-14T08:59:19Z

woke up to alex and donnie and ian this morning.
always nice.
smoked, then donnie and i were going to ride out to erinA's house and surprise her and bring her back here. but my work called and i have to think about my money situation and how i dont have much, so i went instead.. i wish i could have seen erin... but it sucks that now my life really depends on this.
had fun at work, like most of the time.
came home, ian, jessica, DJ, jason, kip, erinC, donnie, alex, and corrin hung out. it was a nice gathering.
we played keyboard.
listened to pantera,
and played tetris.
and smoked during all that.
it was the normal shit we all do, but it was more fun tnite.
erin donnie and i, watched sleepers, there is still 30 minutes left, that i stopped it at, now erin is sleeping in my bed. and donnie is wearing this fucked up mask trying to scare me.
watch out slipknot.
dude, i miss some people hardcore. that aint no lie.

xdreamingx @ 2003-07-13T02:40:00

2003-07-13T07:01:06Z

i took this from my brother.. oh and youre welcome bryan for doing your layout asshole.. look at your info page, it rocks. im so cool, it hurts.
ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with?
>>> ian
2. What is your weapon of choice?
>>> my guns bitch
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
>>> i already do, but as a joke.
4. How about of the same sex?
>>> not really.. but i probably would
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
>>> shit, no one i can really think of, maybe alex, because im a bitch.. pshh.
6. What is your pet peeve?
>>> lieing
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
>>> depending on the grudge im holding.

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
>>> drink water
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
>>> hahaha dude maybe like 8 at night.
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't:
>>> ERINAAAA and kristen
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
>>> i dont usually.
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones..?)
>>> duh
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?
>>> probably the last shift i hads where i bussed
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
>>> 2 times. before work

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
>>> hmm wine?
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? Vegetarians: Vegan or no?
>>> vegetarian.. but none of the vegan stuff.
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
>>> 2 years ago, new years eve, we quit counting my shots at 23.. i was lit, i thought i was going to die.
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
>>> depends on how much pot i smoked.
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, "LUNCH"?
>>> haha fuck no

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?
>>> alot
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?
>>> a few
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?
>>> sometimes, but half the time i dont even mean too.
4. Have you "done it"?
>>> hahahahahhahaha, NOPE, i still have my V card. virgin 4-eva.
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?
>>> MOUTH and big/crooked teeth.
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
>>> duh, and i take that shit.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
>>> yep

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?
>>> one, but its also my ATM
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
>>> the golden girls or evanesance
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?
>>> oh god, buy a really nice expensive camera, and move in a huge house. and buy alot of pot.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?
>>> hmm.. both?
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
>>> nope, i make shit at my job, but i love it.
6. Have you ever stolen anything?
>>> yeah.
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?
>>> maybe 400

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
>>> my suicide picture.
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?
>>> graduated
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
>>> capturing a fucking REAL war, or tornado, or something INSANE on camera..
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
>>> not even if i came in 8th place. im not a "do gooder"
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
>>> nope
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
>>> how the eff do you think i graduated?
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
>>> made pizza's for people??? haha

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
>>> i want all the kids in GA to live with me.
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
>>> hahahaha, amy, shes got style.
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
>>> i would be chuck palahnuik for a day, just to see if he really thinks up that shit that he writes, or just has problems.
4. Have you ever been cheated on?
>>> nope
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
>>> manymany times
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
>>> being strong about things i know is going to fuckj me over.
7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?
>>> i dont have one?